Today I woke up excited, with the purpose of writing, had an idea in mind, I get shooting, after breakfast of a slice of bread bimbo in the elevator on way to hospital where my father is ... that is happiness? at that time was that the baby would not wake up by my feet, or my smell and could go to the hospital without matinero put on a show.
as they walked down the street meter was spinning to the idea of \u200b\u200bwriting it, and after seeing the photos of a gorgeous bride in a gown Forum Ibiza, I brought the memory of my own, and find pictures in a box where he locked the illusion, I was smiling in a photo, and I realized that among more than one hundred photographs was only one that laughed the day I was happy as I was not going to be in love and not even in my paradise always had flowers was a peaceful paradise.
Then I read another colleague who is now one feels sad and destroyed ... and try to cheer ... but doing the ghost of past lives as the old scrog I came to visit ... and are now nearly two o'clock and I'm still coughing and melting, pachucha be faced but happy, although I got a text the bad memories of happiness, because my friends, life made me rethink it and unwittingly had closed the account in the morning thought ...
happiness is happiness is
smile every day without knowing why?
I think it's good to know that is happy and that happiness is achieved with effort every day is like a thorny field to be cleaned plow and plant ... and one day you get fruit, happiness comes from a combination of things that are a result nyn equals happiness, maybe to some, n is bold and other stability, but all these results are intended to be happy.
if today I ask are you happy? would probably remain silent and my mental gears would be running .. are you happy? are you happy? when I look in particular a look at your eyes throw me know I'm happy, but at other times it does not, happiness is not achieved just by having the perfect love, that is to have the recipe ideal cake .. missing ingredients ... money can not buy happiness often say they get help because you are steadily buying droplets of happiness, not a street drug is a human drug satisfaction, happiness after all economic or face, are those tiny drops that seek to buy something we like and that miracle of nature or just not like me if I looks good, makes you feel happy inside and excitement of that impulse makes you smile in the mirror, are you happy ... but your life still sucks.
Women go to the hairdresser and many men also renew ourselves every time we changed our style, cut, color, and we are another person ... no we're not crazy what we mean ... able to approve change our own image and thus are more satisfied with ourselves and smile at that moment we are happy, but life still sucks but these droplets make you see otherwise more positive and can survive a few more days .
When we are young we dream, when we grow the changing, we're going to shape some dreams are only wishes, and others become targets could not get any of my dreams and goals, something I always step short wings things caused by others or simply a reflection of reality, which of course forced me to retreat, reconsider and recalculate options and dreams as being a nuclear physicist or astronaut, or singer simply my own night club had to give way to find a stable partner, which is not bad person, that my children get at least some of their dreams, that life is not the case as bad as me ... not severely ill never ... etc ... and if we realize we are no longer for us ... and we're nothing but a speck on the assembly line of our system of subsistence ...
you happy? with age begin to understand that happiness behind small things that are actually stealth drops that feed us every day ... giving zest for life, and eat the daily life in the maelstrom fighting human The money helps the work in good support (salary, environment, distance, colleagues, bosses, business objective product ... endless things you just called work mentally in good condition), health yours mine, of our children, our parents and siblings, closest relatives in general, I am obliged to add all these things to evaluate whether I am happy or not ... if I do not get the same amount now to 15 percent of happiness and see that I have the heart to 120%.
your partner is offered just for being who are you to help you come even though tired, that's very important that you worry about me asking for your day to day, and that you will corresponding to it is very important, and that does not will be very sad and makes you lose happiness points. Able to tell you do not need that day ... and to help the rest ... and win a good time instead of arguing about if I told you ... I said ... weary of every day ... the only thing it does is bitter every second of our life. then you should say that I am not happy,
but instead should appreciate what I had before and what I have now, surely I am infinitely happier now than it was before, like not going to be happier than before if what I thought was the perfect love that was was a perfect farce, created by the illusion of being in love, you think you can not change the person you think will share it all, life, experiences, and discover all that not only shared it with another if you had no intention of living forever, you down the situation and see waste to each of your friends ... were really friends? are overwhelmed by the situation and run away like rats?, who is ashamed of you and makes it clear in public and surprised not understand anything because you still love him ... and one day it will ... and believe that things will get worse and cry and kick and hate crying ... and after days, weeks, you become aware that in reality, not on who you loved, that you will fall in love with someone even lived, rebuild your life and gradually coming to front you find that you can be happy without, in the distance of time when their fool can not affect you, you discover that you still hurt and loved it when it is difficult to tell the heart that feels no shame because you're in the wrong, and suddenly feel indifference. .. that is not possible. He sees you failed and tell the four winds and you will see him as he is a coward who was unable to continue our life changing course and run away, someone you trust your life anymore, the murderer of your dreams, your hopes and dreams. A coward who does not deserve respect, and after meeting him you can tell if I'm happy now because I have nothing in my heart that anchor me to you. The stones I use for the heart macharte now in your field and use it as positive experiences and weave them an outfit called to give you ... and keep on with your life
are curious and subjective happiness. in the end discover that reads like the photo ... Happiness should not be sought out, is within ourselves
